I’m in a rut, baby it’s hard to focus, you mad at me? Fine, that’s about right
My head explodes, hearts beating fast,
focus only on the past, everything that’s wack
I cant work, no I cant think, I cant write, rap, or get outside of me
I need a session I need to get deep in the tank,
let this falling off version of me go away
Same mistakes I make them very often,
little by little I am losing my softness
Becoming broken, beaten and cynical,
use to whimsical, all was hysterical
Too much has happened, innocent Im no more,
discard a happy boy and leave right him on the floor
I just need it more, im such a needy man,
consuming feelings and It happens but its not my plan
And its not like im emo or I have a wack life
its more im getting older and I see the end in sight
So if I cant accomplish what I dream is that ok?
Or should I disappear and rap the road life everyday
My time has passed, wait im just 35,
going to the clinic calm my mind and just survive
Rocky 5 I should train rapper and give him all my songs
he can be my protégée discard me when he gets real bomb
I have a track record of getting super hated on,
so I hate back even tho it’s probably wrong
So do I get back to being the guy I once was,
thinking of the simple buzz, when rapping was my only love
I created a movement nobody cares about
created a monster but I cant let it out
I created the fashion of Martian space men
I created the words to go and talk to them
I’m felling better now all I needs the time to breath
all of my emotions I just wear them on my sleeves
I just had to take a break from the constant grind
And this peaceful moment it is only mine
Come to peace with what you got, build a dream in your spot
kiss every single person that you think is so hot
create a 150,000 song deep in your house
Snowmanfloza is the lead singer of Deep Space Orbit. He is dedicated to the advancement of music into new and futuristic realms. Follow him @snowmanfloza
An instrumental dance album inspired by and dedicated to all women of the world; one of many recent releases for The Cornel West Theory. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 21, 2018